Ugh

I do not feel good today. Or yesterday actually. I feel like, if I am going to be actually sick, please get it over with. I feel on the verge of nauseousness and the runs(graphic I know) but it never happens. At first I thought I was dehydrated, but I drank a ton of water and peed a ton too. I just don't know. I have also been SO tired this week. I know that work is draining, but I shouldn't be this tired. Last night I went to bed before 10pm and tonight I took a nap for 2hours. I still haven't been sleeping the greatest, but it could be worse. Last night I slept okay, with the exception of the thundertorm. I just hope I feel better tomorrow. As soon as I get through tomorrow(at the friggin pool again) then I think I will crash and feel better maybe.

HIH is going fine, I just wish it wasn't so exhausting. Imagine 20 6-7yr olds running around, not realizing how loud they are, and being ridiculous. It's harder than you'd think. Part of me really wishes I was still in T1 because I miss naptime when most kids slept for 2 hours. It was like an extended break. Today, I totally forgot to even take a break! I guess that means that I'll be taking an hour break tomorrow or leaving early. I'd prefer the latter. Wouldn't want overtime now would we?

I have applied for a couple of more jobs. One is full time elementary in Waukesha, one is the same in Elk River, MN and the other one is .8 in Sun Prairie(well I am not completely done with that one yet either). I called Owatonna early in the week, and the human resources lady was, well, uncaring. Here I had my hopes up, and she crushed them saying "what's posted is what's open" over and over. She also more or less said that they had more important things to decide on. Whatever. I know that it still might change once the music staff actually meets with her and the superintendent, but it's frustrating when you feel like you are getting no where. It makes me want to leave Owatonna and get a fresh start no matter what. I miss my coworkers there though too.

I have been cross-stitching(haha - from Dollar Tree) and I forgot how addicting that can be. It's soothing for the mind, yet it makes my hands and back sore because I sit there for hours concentrating on it. I have also been watching too many episodes of Two and a Half Men. It's not like it's the world's greatest show, it's just on at the right time and we don't have that many channels. Last night I watched So You Think You Can Dance. It's so cool to watch some people dance. GAHD, how do choreographers do that?! I am almost more impressed with them than the actual dancers.

I should probably get going to bed, just didn't want anyone to complain about my last of posts. TGIF tomorrow!