Wednesday nights!

I am watching Glee for the first time. It's alright. I like the little funny things, but it's not holding my attention. Hmmm...will judge later.

Speaking of judging, the judges on SYTYCD are cracking me up at how they cry at the drop of a hat. I shouldn't say that because someone will literally now use a hat as a prop and touch their hearts. It's good to have the show back on though. Also nice to have another night with something good on TV to watch while working out.

I have been thinking tonight about my friends. Some are cool, and some I am realizing are really not my kind of friend. I don't know why or how to describe what I am thinking. I guess I just sometimes realize in reading blogs or facebook, etc. I realize how different I am from certain people and that the only reason we are friends is because of common friends or we were in some kind of group together and now that we don't have that there it seems pointless to even care. NOT that I am a mean and careless person, but I am more trying to ask myself why I care so much what other people think all of time. Woah, stupid rant. Sorry.

I am so glad we don't have much going on this weekend. I would love to catch up and get ahead on school stuff. Figure out my next couple of weeks. I guess Mary Neff might visit but that would only be one day. I haven't been sleeping well at all lately. I have not been able to turn my brain off, and my mind races literally all night. I think of things like school, the future, someone breaking in our apartment(even though I feel safe there), the skunk outside and skunk information, commercials, dating(I had one dream that I started dating my imaginary gynocologist - omg did I just admit that?) and many many more random things. It's bizarre! I think I will sleep better once I stop eating crap or start working out more, or get used to the temperature in my room and new blanket. I can't really hear the traffic outside at all so that's not it. Theresa has been having trouble too, but at least she gets to sleep in as long as she wants. I hate getting up at 6:15(and then pressing snooze until 6:35am-oops). I just got through my longest two days so hopefully the rest of the week will go by fast.

I won't even get into what school has been like this week. It's had ups and more downs that usual. I mean, it was just a difficult week and I wouldn't say I am discouraged but I am feeling like it's harder to be motivated. Does that make sense? I guess I just need a day off.

Alright, gonna finish up Glee and go work out. Leave comments, please?