Blog #2

Before I head back to Lakeville I thought I would post again since I said I'd be better about this blog. I am ready to go back "home" but it is weird to go to that almost empty apartment. I am glad to get back to school this week. It's good for me to stay busy. I am going to spend my nights applying for jobs, cleaning, and working out. On my way home today I am meeting Grandpa and Marcia for steak at Timberlodge. I am excited to see them. I hope that I have the energy and patience to talk more about me and Josh. It's just so tiring and I am sick of it. I know that they won't judge me and I know that they won't mind talking about other things too so I shouldn't be worried.
Last night Tsa and I had a long conversation about life in general. We both are struggling with the unknowns of jobs and it is so hard for us to accept the fact that it is almost out of our control where we will end up next year. I am a major control freak, and I hate not know the future. If you dealt with me last summer you know what I mean. This time around things are different so I don't even feel more comfortable at all. We also talked about relationships and friendships more. We just feel so blessed to have our little trio, even when we piss each other off.
I graded my first and second grade tests today. They did pretty well, which is always a relief. There are still a few kids that are clueless and makes you wonder what they've done all semester, what world they've been living in. A bunch of kids drew me a picture(if they were done and waiting to do the group part they could draw on the back) and lots of them wrote things like "I love musick" "I wish you wer my teacher becuz you are the best teachr ever" and "Ms. Sols rocks as a musick teacher". Apparently, someone doesn't rock as their spelling teacher, jk! It is really great though, and sometimes I'd look at the name and be like, REALLY? Some shy boy, or some naughty girl. Weird.
Well, now I hear that the other Heyers had their baby so congrats to them and their new bugger.
Went to the parade in EC this morning. I thought all of the bands sounded pretty great. It's hard to even compare them. I also missed playing, but then I don't miss teaching band. It's a funny thing. I hope that I can play more this summer, anyone want to play duets? Unless you're good - then no.
I just rewatched the Biggest Loser finale on Demand at Becky and Theresa's. Who does that? Who watches a 3 hour rerun? I do. Part of me wants to gain 100 lbs just to be able to go on the show. How does that sound? Meh. OK I won't.
We've also been watching Pretty Wicked. Stupid show, but WHY did we spend the whole day watching the whole season?! Reality TV is dumb but addicting, that's why.
I have a LOT of things at Becky and Theresa's, in their storage. I REALLY don't want to move more next weekend and then have to do it all over again at the end of the summer. Hopefully Becky is able to move all of her stuff out so that I can move right into her room next weekend. I don't want to do too much shifting of things. I want to be done as soon as possible.
I guess I better look up directions and get on the road. Love to you all. Thanks again for my friends out there that are supporting me right now. Only one person is on my shitlist so far. :)